Broken

The recent past was quite sad and shocking for me on the personal front.

The last two weeks have been the worst of my life. Major misunderstandings, irreconcilable differences and similar stuff that cropped up has sort of broken me down into a million pieces. I feel i have lost all my strength. People i trusted and called my own seem to have been lost somewhere, in a place where i don't seem to find them. The current situation due to some absurd and baseless misunderstood reasons has been such that i feel a lot lonely and as if i am an alien to this society. Just a couple of friends who have been really understanding and caring have helped me live through these testing times of mine. I still speak to those selected few about my emotional condition and the things that i am being made to go through, and they are the only ones who understand me, listen to me patiently, and are actively helping me to overcome this sad part of my life. I would like to thank them from the bottom of my heart for helping me to keep standing and face the situation. But i must say, all this taught me a lot. Most of all, I learnt to be a bit aggressive, else people just take you for granted and walk all over you. I have changed a lot after all this, though i don't know, whether for the good or for the bad. Although that rough patch seems to be passing away now, but it has left a wound deep in my heart, and i'm sure it wont go away.

It sits there, reminding me of how people changed. It sits there, reminding me of a goal, i have to achieve. It sits there, quiet, yet hurting. Covered, yet painful. Silent, yet speaking a thousand words...